do you have a job or are you an arist full time?
Anonymous

I don’t know how to respond to this, anon. I’m tired. Emotionally drained, mentally exhausted. I have just had one of the worst weeks in my entire existence.

Being a full-time artist IS my job. It is a “real” job as much as going to work at a shitty minimum wage place is, as much as working a corporate 9 to 5 is. I don’t know what your intentions are with this ask but if you’ve come to start shit with me just please go away.

tags: Anonymous + i hate this question + why does 'full time artist' and 'job' have to be mutually exclusive +

finished otp commission for jill via email

tags: kamidoodles doodles + commission + plugging away x_x +

mttyshealy:

LETS PLAY THE “TYPE THESE WORDS IN YOU R TAG BOX AND POST THE FIRST AUTOMATIC TAG THAT COMES UP” GAME: DIRTY WORD ADDITION OK

  • fuck
  • shit
  • dick
  • no
  • hell
  • sex
  • damn

i laughed

tags: meme +

kamidoodles:

ehhh i sucked on anatomy, i see, now that it’s almost mostly inked >_< baka kami

gonna call it a night and actually work tomorrow. UGH i sucked at getting anything accomplished today

tags: kami reblogs her art + wip + cassandra pentaghast +

kamidoodles:

this is a really difficult post for me to write. i’m hugely embarrassed and i wish to god i didn’t have to make this post but i don’t know what else to do.

i can’t get into specifics — and, i’m sorry, but i really don’t want to get into specifics either, it’s just really personal and i don’t feel comfortable sharing online — but i’m in sore need of money. i have about ten dollars to live off of for myself, josh, and our cat, indefinitely.

to top it off, our landlady’s requested partial rent early because she’s just found out someone’s defrauded her.

my rent this month is 600 dollars, and we have no food save a box of mashed potatoes and a couple of cans of vegetables. my laptop is also on the fritz, which means I can’t work on commissions well — i only need a few more parts for my desk top.

this situation was incredibly unexpected and i am already behind on commissions so i can’t do much more than what’s already on my plate.

i put up a donation button on my main page. or, you can just donate [here], in USD.

i don’t expect money for nothing, so if you do want to commission me and don’t mind waiting for a while then please feel free to do so. you can send me your commission info [here].

thanks for reading.

I fixed the donation link in this post! I’m so sorry about that ._.

this is a really difficult post for me to write. i’m hugely embarrassed and i wish to god i didn’t have to make this post but i don’t know what else to do.

i can’t get into specifics — and, i’m sorry, but i really don’t want to get into specifics either, it’s just really personal and i don’t feel comfortable sharing online — but i’m in sore need of money. i have about ten dollars to live off of for myself, josh, and our cat, indefinitely.

to top it off, our landlady’s requested partial rent early because she’s just found out someone’s defrauded her.

my rent this month is 600 dollars, and we have no food save a box of mashed potatoes and a couple of cans of vegetables. my laptop is also on the fritz, which means I can’t work on commissions well — i only need a few more parts for my desk top.

this situation was incredibly unexpected and i am already behind on commissions so i can’t do much more than what’s already on my plate.

i put up a donation button on my main page. or, you can just donate [here], in USD.

i don’t expect money for nothing, so if you do want to commission me and don’t mind waiting for a while then please feel free to do so. you can send me your commission info [here].

thanks for reading.

kamidoodles:

ehhh i sucked on anatomy, i see, now that it’s almost mostly inked >_< baka kami

gonna call it a night and actually work tomorrow. UGH i sucked at getting anything accomplished today

tags: kami reblogs her art + wip + cassandra pentaghast +

kamidoodles:

you know what gets me

they could’ve just said that there would be monosexual love interests

instead of throwing polysexual folks under the bus as being unrealistic and wishy washy and not a part of the real world

this bears repeating, apparently. :S

tags: kami blogs things about stuff + fake da3 tag + spoilers +

theprancingbantha:

thecatlurker:

hungrylikethewolfie:

zooophagous:

oh my FUCKING GOODNESS LOOK AT YOU

Oh my god it just looks so proud of itself.

i am leopard. 

LOOK AT THIS LITTLE LEOPARD!

tags: kami-queue +

babushcats:

okay but seriously this is another thing about the dragon age fandom that i utterly despise. specifically regarding isabela.

male companions such as fenris and anders are given free passes left and right for all the shitty things they say. they’re particularly abusive towards merrill, and people legitimize their hatred and meanness to her by saying ‘well they’re victims of abuse’ at least when it comes to fenris who did suffer terribly at the hands of mages. but again, his abuse gets a free pass and the rude, inconsiderate things he says are rarely frowned upon by the fandom. same goes for anders’ utterly sexist remarks he says towards isabela and f!hawke.

however, fandom seems to forget that isabela is a victim of abuse mainly because 1) fandom ignores past pains of female characters because they are not manpain and 2) because isabela does not channel her past abuse into hatred and cruel words because she’s managed to distance herself from the past thanks to time.

in fact, the way in which isabela deals with abuse is to make light of it. and i’ve said this before in another isabela meta post. she makes light of it because to her, making fun of something from the past makes it unable to reach out and hurt you.

and yeah while her banter with fenris can make people ~uncomfortable~, isabela knows when she truly oversteps boundaries as evidenced by her banters with aveline where she does not bring wesley up after her talking about it gets shut down. she doesn’t mention wesley again and only really jokes about aveline’s lacking sex life.

i’m going to repeat this again and again until people UNDERSTAND where isabela is coming from and JUST BECAUSE isabela isn’t like anders and fenris in handling her abuse does not mean she’s not an abuse victim and it does not mean she doesn’t have her own means of coping with it. she’s a victim of emotional abuse from both her mother and husband. she’s a victim of sexual abuse from her husband and his friends. she was his ‘play thing’ which translates into ‘sex toy’ essentially. luis handed isabela off to his friends so they can have sex with her. he prettied her up gave her jewelry and nice clothes to look nice and look the way he wanted her to look and locked her away when she got too out of hand. this is all supported by canon through banter and a little thing called LOOKING DEEPER INTO THE CHARACTER’S NARRATIVE and it’s something that a lot of people don’t realize because they can’t be bothered looking into a female character who people define by shitty one-liner funny quotes when she’s much deeper than that.

in turn you need to understand where she’s coming from when she makes lewd, crass comments about sex and ‘glistening’ and you need to understand that unlike you, one of the few characters who isn’t disgusted or skeeved out by her comments is fenris. he’s one of the few characters who laughs at her sexually explicit banter with aveline (in fact he’s the ONLY one who laughs of the companions whereas everyone else, including varric, seem mildly to severely uncomfortable), and he seems mildly amused when she bugs him about glistening and his underwear because unlike fans who like to demonize isabela and see her as an insensitive, uncaring woman because that makes her SAFE for you, he knows she’s meaning it to be playful and he’s appreciative that she treats him as she treats everyone she flirts with. sure he’s also probably ANNOYED on top of being amused, but he’s annoyed in the way of someone not shutting up as opposed to being annoyed at someone for making him uncomfortable.

she doesn’t coddle him and she doesn’t treat him like a fragile twig. she helps him foster that dark humour of his.

like i’m not doing this defend the ship but i’m doing this to defend their character interactions and friendship because SO MANY PEOPLE side-eye her for her comments without understanding subtext and context and cite it as an excuse as to why she shouldn’t be friends with him or interact with him. of all the companions who interact with fenris, she’s actually a really important friendship for him, just as varric’s friendship with him is important and same with donnic’s and hawke’s.

but no fandom has to keep misinterpreting her interactions with him in order to make their hawke feel IMPORTANT and in order to make isabela feel like a SAFE, unimportant. character.

tags: isabela + yeeesss + Isabela + Dragon Age + Dragon Age 2 + DA2 + queen of my heart + bless u OP + kami-queue +

the-wolfbats:

Can we have another “Type the following words into your tags box, then post the first automatic tag that comes up.” post with the words

  • their 
  • okay
  • but
  • though
  • say
  • no
  • and
  • left
  • around
  • me

i feel this is still a really accurate representation of me????

tags: about me + meme +

ehhh i sucked on anatomy, i see, now that it’s almost mostly inked >_< baka kami

gonna call it a night and actually work tomorrow. UGH i sucked at getting anything accomplished today

tags: kamidoodles doodles + wip + cassandra pentaghast +

these new marker settings are sexy

tags: kamidoodles doodles + wip + cassandra pentaghast +

wipwipwipwip

tags: kamidoodles doodles + sketch + wip + cassandra pentaghast + how i felt about that article tbh +

team gonna mod the shit out of the da3 romances

tags: kami blogs things about stuff + fake da3 tag + spoilers +